rajy's journal ♥

HEY! I don't really update anymore, and I have a paper due tomorrow so this is a perfect procrastination attempt. Not much is going on lately. Basically, school is good, work is good, it's all good right now. I was reading my old entries today, and I had no idea I was such a creep. Lol, seriously here's the entry from exactly 5 years ago, freshmen year:


"im in 6th period right now n i'm bored!!!!!!!!!
i saw JOSH 2day at lunch he got a sub and a water from outside lol he is so HOTT!
i still hav my calculator n no1 has touched it but me!!
me n ashley saw him in the halls and she says "josh is hott" n he kinda turns around! lol (sry ash 4 hittin u!!!!!!!!! SRY!)
but n e ways hez ded sexee!
IM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! computer sux
hey thanx Amanda, Karen, Jackie, and Ashley 4 readin my journal ur the only people that do!! u guys r sexy i luv u!!!
JOSH IS HOTT!!! I LOVE JOSH!!!!
hey vanessa ORGY!!! lol
hez sittin behind me right now lol
im sittin here laffin by myself n no1 knows y hahaha
" u 4got this" lol the 3 words he as ever sed 2 me!!
he is so f-in hott!!!!!
im cuttin down on my swearing in my journal entries cuz amanda sed i swear a lot lol
i have history next period---mr.terranova is crazy!! hez so weird
o n were playin a game-he sed sumthin bout a BOX lol zlatan
its 1:10 n im bored n theres nuthin more 2 type about!!
I LOVE JOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHOUT OUTZ!!!
shout outz 2 karen!!!
KAREN I LOVE U, u sexy beast!!! lo
shout outz 2 amanda!!!
hey amanda ur good at that!!! lol remember that we were so gay!
SHOUT OUTZ 2 JOSH!!!
JOSH I LOVE YOU!!! JOSH UR SEXY!!!!!!!!!
I L O V E Y O U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


Do you think I used enough exclamation points? I actually though spelling like this was cool. That's wayy embarassing. Lol and who put shout outs in a journal? Josh is wicked cute though :)


That's all I got. This was my lame attempt at updating. So here's a couple random things: Colby O'donis' new cd is really good. I hate to admit it but the New Kids album is awesome, BUT that only because they've got RedOne, Timbaland, Nasra, and Akon producing every track. They Red Sox are heading to the playoffs and hopefully another World Series! & I apologize to all those who actually have read my pathetic, illiterate enties over the years. Lol and one last thing: I really want the 09 Civic Coupe, like sososo bad.

Yup, this car in my new obsession.

I'm really bored. Can't Don't want to make it nice and flowy. Just blahhhh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ! Guy update: Mike, still like him. That other one, not at all. The one from work, ehhhh havn't worked in a while. Science fair in 2 days. Have nothing to wear, of course. College stuff almost done. Italian is the work class of the day. Lindsay + Monica + Cobby going on and on in Italian = hellll. Maddddd senioritis. Physics is "funnnn". Me and Ashley did some reminiscing: Express earings, $20. Hot Topic bracelets, $8. H&M hair accessories, $5. Rave socks $16. CVS lip gloss $9. Bath&Body works antibacterials $18. Shopping with Ashley, Priceless. Russell Perters is the funniest. People need to start making good music again! My band is too busy to ever meet up. I guess that's over. Lol. Favorite TV show (SVU!) not playing new epsiodes ? Project Runway needs to come back soooon. House of Carters season 2 is on its way<33333. Being fat and bloated doesn't work. Jesse McCartney is wicked annoying. This is going to sound so unlike me but, I abs. love Justin Timberlake. And JC should make a solo record again, but Nick Lachey style. No Hip-Hop, Rap, songs about lesbians thing-just the pop/rock ballad thing. Recently, he's been wicked cute. Not going to graduation. My new shoes hurt. Memo To self: Sandels need to stop around November. Don't wear them in the rain. Or when it's 30 degrees. High School Musical's a good movie. "Patrick doesn't know, Patrick doesn't know, so don't tell Patty!"-Duyen.

Most Played Songs on Rajy's iPod:
1. the letter by: acceptance 976
2. you're not alone by: saosin 302
3. i got you by: nick carter 185
4. my love by: justin timberlake 160
5. this conversation is over by: acceptance 149
6. scotty doesn't know by: lustra 90
7. i woke up in a car by: something corporate 71
8. here in your arms by: hellogoodbye 70
9. do it alone by: sugarcult 54
10. tearin' up my heart by: nsync 53

I was having a terrible morning. I changed my outfit 7 1/2 times. I hate days when I have abs. nothing to wear. Gay part is I ended up wearing the first thing I had on. So my pants were unhemmed, and I got them about a week ago but hadn't gotten the chance to get them fixed. I wore them anyway. Bad idea. It was raining. They were way too long. About 5 inches too much. & I left my house at 7:43. Not good.


(For the short version, skip to the bold.) I walk past the Ferry/Broadway intersection and am a little past that brazilian hair place where expressions used to be. I had to stop to fix those pants. I was pissed. Morning was not going well. And, to top it off, I got my hair trimmed yesteday, and they trimmed it too short. My bangs are too short and I abs. hate them. The shorter the hair, the more it frizzes. So it's raining and my hair is the frizziest it has ever been. So, I fix my pants and start walking again. I'm listening to my iPod (acceptance<3) and I hear someone's voice. At this point I was having a horrible morning that every little thing would piss me off. I'm thinking to myself, "Jeeeez, how loud are you that I can hear you through my ipod?! GRRRR!" I turn around and it's you know who. Yea. Apparently he was saying, "RAJDEEEEEP. Good morning!" So we talk for about 2 minutes. Then for the rest of the way neither of us said anything. 9 minutes of just buses, cars, rain, and acceptance<3. I tried to ask him who won the playoff game last night and he goes, "Huh? What? oh, soccer?" Lol. I listened to my music, he listened to the radio, and we walked merrily down the street.



The rest of my day was blahh. Me, Jackie, and Scuzz did some madddd reminiscing. Eigth grade was awesome. That was the year before everything turned sour. Had a best friend, didn't care what people thought of me, no mike, no drama, tons of self-confidence. I always have the best conversations with Jackie. And, Dr.Boy's out for the year. They're looking for a new teacher for physics. There goes my A+. Hope he's okay though; he was a nice guy. Boring, but nice.



Work tomorrow. Ugh. HATE IT. Shoot me in the facciiioooo. Jeffffy won Project Runway. Love him, but I liked Uli's too. Hated Laura's. The Mets are out =(. I love my new ringtones: Justin, Panic!, Acceptance, The Used, Law&Order. Too bad no one calls me. Call just so I can hear it ring. =]

Three years ago, on this day, I had a post titled: ashley n zlatan.


We thought we were the coolest freshmen. Lol. We're so gaaaayyyy.